It's december

Have you ever wonder, what 2009 is all about?
It's going to end soon...
Life have been so complicated.
Trying to make full use of it as much as possible.
Trying to make 2009 more meaningfull.

Cheer up!!

more post on my nov trip ~ coming soon

What a ride

Today is my last paper for my exam.
Yesterday went to the clinic with my friends in Luyang.
Then, while waiting for the calling number, a friend of mine called and said
"The Thesis Title for Some Lecturer have OUT!!"
Oh my oh my...I can't go there. I'm in the clinic, still waiting for my friend.
Stay cool and calm. Continue reading my notes, preparing for the exam next day.
The actual plan of the day is after going to the clinic, went to eat breakfast.
"sheng rou mian" So far, that's one of my favourite food here in sabah.
After the breakfast, planned to had a drink at Yoyo. Passion fruit and love drink is my favourite.

So, after my friends had done with the checking. We decided not to think of the thesis title first.
We stick to our plan and went to eat the sheng rou mian.
But we didn't went to the Yoyo. We need energy to and we need strength. What a lame reason..

Everybody is in the school. All preparing, chating, looking stress.
From the begining, I like Dr. Pat and I wished she could guide me in the final year project.
But, at the same time I know it's very competitive.
Plus, SSMP student are very good in competing. This is my point of view.
I'm not confident enough and I didn't approach her or talk to her before and mention anything about the thesis title to her. This is because I didn't know how. FYI, there are many people doing this and approaching.

I also don't know what was I thinking. I'm so blur..I act without considering. I wrote my name on other lecturer title. Is it I felt insecure? But still I'm waiting for Dr. Pat. Many people coming and waiting. FYI, I thought I can wrote my thesis in English. But, for the previous question I had chosen, I can't because it's about product development. Then, I try asking another lecturer, she said there is no such things. I felt relieve ~ a bit. Listening to her is a good thing cause she guide me a lots and talks a lot about her question. Plus, I can see how people compete in there.
Lec: This title already chosen by others. You still want this question?
A: Yes. I'm willing to compete.
Lec: Why you willing to compete?
A: Because I think I have a better chance of doing it better and I like to take challenge.
B: I would like to compete also.
.....
Lec: Are you willing to make commitment? Stay back during holiday, and Chinese New Year?
A&B: Yes. ( They said it without any hesitation, I'm impressed. As for me, I can't do it for the Chinese New Year)

Through this, I felt like I'm weak and can't compete. I need to be stronger.
After that, I went to Dr. Pat again. By that time, all the student already went inside. It's so packed. But I felt warmed. The room are filled with pictures of her kids. I need to be strong. Wait for the chances to write my name on the paper. The list are full.
After some talk and chat and the most important things is that I also don't know what had I talk or mention. I felt like the conversation are pointless. But, in the end, I got asked some question on the topic itself and the method used.

No conclusion on that day.
Keep on thinking about the title. Can't concentrate on my studies on the exam. Stress.....

Exam...stress...
Arggg.. I get stress easily....
Went to my room and had a nap..
Then, went to meet the lecturer again. For the title, to compete with other who is choosing the same title.
I had no time to search for information on it. I only manage to find some.
A series of meeting again...
and
finally...

The most important point I would like to share and shout out is that
I got the title I WANT!!!
God Bless...

Addicted

When you get addicted, you can't get enough of it.
I'm addicted to something new.
A new toy, a new entertainment.
In the resting mode.

Balance??

Why do bad things happen to good people?
Within every bad thing I see good and likewise,
within every good thing I see bad.
However, impossible it is to understand it or see it at the time.
Thus, misjudged something and may get hurt or hurt somebody later.

As human we are the epitome of life, in life there is always balance.

Still exploring all the possibilities

There are many things which is beyond my control.

I mean, way way beyond my control.

3 years is not long enough.

Time matters.

Have you reveal it all?

Sometimes, we tend to search for the lost things.

Trying to find something that has lost.

Hoping that something do not occur or happen before.

However, searching for lost things is a distract.

It is a way of avoiding dealing with something.

Else that's lost in our life within us.

CHERISH

So little time

Time flies~~
I'm going to Sabah tomorrow.
Yet, I haven't pack my luggage.
I spent every minute and every seconds wisely.
Yet, it's not enough.
I haven't finish study yet.
So stress!!!
I'm having 4 subject in 2 days.
I haven't flip through all the notes yet.
Not to mention revising the extra reading.
OMG!! What am I doing??
Please, I need more time....

Day 1(MON), Post harvest & Finance
Day 2(TUES), Marketing & Scientific Writing
Day 3 (THU), Food Safety
Day 4 (THU week 2), Food Packaging

To focus on the day 1 and day 2 subject makes me want to scream!!!
The day 3 and 4 I haven't flip and think about it yet.

I need some cool air to breath.
I need to breath and think.
I can't breath!!
I'm stress!!!

Through wedding enables me to know more about my parents

In the olden days, there isn't any game or process where the bridegroom and the bestmen need to undergo a series of test in order to go to the bride's room

So, there isn't any test for my dad.

In order to refresh my dad and mom's memory,

I asked them a few question.

It's interesting to know that both of my parents still remember their location of their first date.

My mom fav colour is light brown, and the place most wanted to go is China.

As for my dad, fav colour is yellow and the place most wanted to visit is China too.

But, for all this years, they don't know each other fav colour and they don't know my fav colour as well. Lol

There are still some place for improvement.